I dont know...im sorry

I dont know whats going on I feel like the world is moving and im not...everything is just passing me by...im screaming but it just doesnt stop...I honestly dont know why I havent been around for a while...its not like I couldnt make it to things its just I didnt and dont know why...I just want to cry but cant...I just want to talk to a friend but none of them seem to respond...and I dont know what to say...how is it you can be surrounded by people and still feel so alone...I feel like im in the middle of a crowded square screaming and no one even looks up...no one even takes the time to stop...