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am i just not capable of finishing anything...am i a loser...this person that will always fail...this person that will always be wrong...how dare i think that i could possibly accomplish anything...do anything right

are you even going to finish it this time...because everytime i try (to help) your never done...

thats what she said to me...

my writing sucks...but eh...you dont have to read it

So here i am once again thinking...oh wouldnt it be fun to write again...to get my thoughts out in a blog. But just like before i have nothing to say...nothing i can put into words. I really am not the best writer..in fact i struggle with it a lot..but i love to do it at the same time. I know that doesnt make sense.

I am going to once again try though...no matter how bad they are...how grammatically incorrect (something i struggle with to this day, so im going to avoid it as much as possible for now). I am just going to write about anything and everything. I would set a goal like write something everyday but with six college classes (five upper division) i dont have that much freedom in my average day. But i am going to try...even if its something pointless and random...something not even i understand...it will be here...with a title and a date...it will be here.

i guess one post in the future could be my thoughts on the three dot system (...), and what it does for my creativity